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This would be the last time. From your letter: You always use NS duities as your excuse. You apologise but you never changed. You said you would give me the badges but you never did. You said you wanted to do those things but you never did. You never use your actions to prove your point, its always just words. I understand that you go through tough and stressful times but just because of that you drop our relationship and everything and flee. You took so long to realise, so long to wake up your idea.. this would also translate to marriage. If we were married and you meet such crisis are you going to irresponsibly abandon the family and disappear? Then take your time to think and as you like and wish come back to the family and seek forgiveness for not performing your role as a father and husband? That is exactly what you are doing… 5 freaking years. I am definitely not going to have that happen to my marriage and family and have my kids suffer just because

Anw I'll probably leave this place. Ive long moved to elsewhere to forget all the bad memories, hurt and pain. Apologise to my friends that linked this site, I didnt have the courage to come back then. If ure interested, I may show you my other world. Im glad Im strong and happy again :)

BREAKOUT is back again! Its korean B-boy. thumbs-upppp! I missed their performance earlier this year and im not going to miss it next year. 12-14 Mar 2010 http://www.sistic.com.sg/portal/dt?dt.isPortletRequest=true&dt.action=process&dt.provider=PortletWindowProcessChannel&dt.windowProvider.targetPortletChannel=JSPTabContainer/sEventsCalendar/Event&dt.containerName=JSPTabContainer/sEventsCalendar&dt.windowProvider.currentChannelMode=VIEW&dt.window.portletAction=RENDER&contentCode=breakout0310

i've been a porcupine lately.. pricking those around me. im sorry friends, cousin and bf. i've been stepping on ppl's toes with my cranky mood. somehow im easily irritated and thus im harsh on my words. im not unappreciative, i still love all of you! im gg to be busy and really tired out next 2 weeks. i forsee its gg to be bad as well :( i hope you all will be understanding if its ever my bad. just feed me ice when you see me, i need chilling. You know i need all your support and i will still be your forever sunshine. Nz, I havent been your red apple but a poison apple. Im sorry, i love you! Ps. Jo shares everything with me, even her disease. Lol!

Perhaps im not as strong as i thought i'll be. i feel lost. Just like how you lose direction in a maze. really. "There are basically two reasons why people are drawn together. If I can be so bold as to greatly oversimplify, it’s either because of want or it’s because of need. In my opinion, relationships based on want are the happiest and most satisfying. Those that are based on need tend to be more emotionally volatile and a lot less gratifying. In short, love is healthiest and at its very best when it is framed around two people who want to be together."

" If you really want to do something, you will find a Way. If you don't, you will find an Excuse. "