i think im ok now.
i was just really lost and insecure for the past few days. i was feeling damn terrible at work yesterday but i managed to do crisis control. Its not only scaring you but its freaking me out as well. i wanna talk to you :(
Its indignant and confusion.

At least at night i had things to keep it off my mind. i love Jo and company for the fun that we shared. After the trip today, im more assured.

Please, please. i want my happy days.

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