<3

WOOHOO!! My truckloads of joy. I decided to equip myself with a One Star. Isn't it ridiculous to go through kayaking expeditions without a proper certification? Yeaaa.. now im able to kayak legally. There's an upcoming expediation, still contemplating whether to join anot. My instinct says yes :D

Its more than half-way through alr. You are counting down, so am i over here. 8 more days!! *** Currently, Im preoccupied with a new tutee and the mom wants me to have intensive lessons with her. Exams are next week and she is expecting me to go over almost everyday @_@ Im not complaining because it is an easy task. The best thing about it is, she is MY NEIGHBOUR. i mean she lives just opp. my block. HURRAY:) Recently, i have been meeting Jo and sister zhang quite abit. LOL. Never got tired of them. Its always can-you-stop-making-me-laugh-my-abs-hurt kind of thang. My 2 best htht companion. Quick recap: Wed, Sat, Sun, Wed, this Sat and Sun (STAYOVER! AGAIN.) Jo is like becoming my bf alr. I call/text/chat/msg her almost every other day. Not on purpose but it just so happen that stuff that are happening are interconnected. So we gotta communicate :D I have been busy focusing on driving too. I've heard that sch dont usually give you the same instructor but for my case, i seemed to ge...

today, i had a wakeup call that hit me hard. Just because i dont know what i want, i dont know what to expect. Just because i have mild temper doesnt mean i agree to that. Just because i did not blow my top doesnt mean it is ok to TRAMPLE on me. Bloody drivers, fking go back to sch and learn your basics. stop playing with life. The same goes to everything else. i will get what i deserve and will not tolerate any such nonsense. i am not going to lose myself for anyone and do any injustice to myself. Loving myself more is the way to become happier. It is one's responsibility for your own happiness so if you allow certain things to happen, you can blame no one but yourself. i have learnt too many stories to prove that sometimes trust can be unreliable. Trust can be misled and its a very scary thing. maybe ive been way too nice. ive been giving too many chances and get back in return things that upset me even more. Now, i will only be nice to those that deserve it because people dont a...

Check this out! gg to have fun with Jo and zzl later! ~ Old songs make me nostalgic. They bring back alot of memories, sad and happy ones.

Little cosy gatherings last week.. Dinner with MeiYun :P Talk random session. After tuition, rushed down to somerset only to realise they were lunching at Wisma. Great workout. To realise further, most of them will only be coming 2hrs later.. Then i come to realise even after we've part for afew months, they are still the same. The same old KK with his antics, the same shiyuan criticising the guys (haha). Then met Avon a short while to pass him the phone :D And he sent me to York Hotel for Martin's 21st birthday. TalkCorkCorner with a small fraction of Thallo. Gossips! I know who is the gossip King now. We were chatting while yf was working. He was making calls to his clients. Hard life. I always gained new insights from them. eg. some interesting stuff about investment :) Tuition. Kaching. Work. Kaching.

Note to self: 1. Fame 2. (500) days of summer 3. sister's keeper *** Before you leave, we've gotta have a hot date first :) And truely its a hot one. Scorched and perspired but nevertheless alot of fun! Its the company that matters :D We saw badly abused animals. The rabbits are in such bad condition that they look diseased. The farmers are not doing their job. Prawning is proven to be thrilling and exciting although the process involves waiting and more waiting for the bait to fall into the trap. The moment when you tug the rod and you feel something heavy, thats the victory (3. That Uncle was quite nice to teach us how to prawn and tips to get catch. I didnt even know how to put the bait initially. This game is a test of patience, how good you are at shou zhu dai tu. Those uncles there are really serious fishermen. I didnt know there was a catch but this uncle saw straight away and told me to pull the rod. haha. Each time i got a catch, i will struggle to grab the prawn (bein...

They were all slapped in my face. A wakeup call. i know them but i cant accept them. i didnt want to believe thats why im in denial. slippers had no groove and i slipped and scrapped my knees. But nothing can be compared to how painful it feels here.

Today's a happy day :) someone told me this: you've got the spirit, im sure you can do it. I went to Siglap South cc in the evening and i finally talked to the guy. Only Jo knows how terrible it is to get to him. He made me travelled there TWICE on wasted trips and it is not exactly a very accessible place. Fortunately, he is inspiring so i decided to forgive him. After i left the office for the toilet and stroll around the cc, i was surprised that he was waiting for me at the porch just to pass me some reference information of the course details. so nice :) I saw a vision. Many thoughts ran through my head on the journey back home. There was a plan that i want to get involved in and become active again (i mean participation). I figured that i have been too passive and i should get my energy running. Perhaps i should join their sports club and youth comm to organise some events. i love event organising and its also my forte i guess. Thus i dont mind initiating gatherings but th...