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the bus was at the bus stop, i saw it. i was hoping i could catch it. but i just watched it drove away without any attempt to chase. immediately after that i felt like a loser. whats hope when you dont even try to do anything to achieve it. it becomes hopeless. and raining makes it worse. ive resorted to turn to chocolates to inject some endorphin to lift my mood. lately, we've been talking lesser. i need a major mood uplifter and snap out of this. can you do the job?

i dont know what ive been going through these days. can i say they made me feel more motivated or. it seems like a far-fetch goal for me. ive observed difference in my friends. how some became happier in their diff phase of life. its amazing how their personality become more open. checkout the human behaviour. so whats what now. today was fruitful studying with JX. maybe we should try this(s'pore spirit) again.