man are complicating creatures. im sick of those mind games and manipulation. some ppl are just taking things for granted and there is a limit to that. too much is too much. wtf man, its getting on my nerves and im starting to get irritated. u better know what u are doing else i will give u a piece of my mind. what goes around, comes around. i want my retreat soon!
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so where do i start from. how bad can a day get to be as fucked up as mine. i didnt get to choose, it began right from the moment i woke up. one. Mommy woke me up and smth bad happened to her. im the last to know and still in the state of shock. She didnt wanna wake me up earlier and told me that i wldnt be of much help even if i did. Do you know how guilty i felt, not that i wldnt be of much help but i know she wanted me to sleep more. For that, i was not given any chance to help in any way and it hurts. two. Immediately after the morning commotion which i have missed most of it, i realised i've lost smth important. To make it worse, i have no idea when and where ive lost it. i rummaged everywhere but to no avail. ive sms-ed ppl to help me keep a lookout but i doubt i can recover it. This has been my worry but i never expect it to happen. three. Ive already told Mom its a bad omen and it came true. Of all things that i didnt want to happen it did. Ive screwed up smth i must not sc
i boarded 51 again. i never learn. it was no doubt crammed like mad. This time round a big lady slowly made her way beside the empty seat next to me. I was like, '' noooo.." inside me as the other guy that was beside the seat has already occupied a fairly large amt of space. Expectedly, i was squashed to one side. Still, i wasnt really disturbed at this point but gradually she leaned and pressed her warm thighs beside mine. Gosh, its sweating. HELP ME PLS. i was really, REALLY DISGUSTED. i endured even till the point when the seat beside her was already empty. i was hoping she will make a shift but apparently she was sound asleep. Damn uncomfortable. i tried to make OBVIOUS adjustment to get her to move away from my thighs and i bet i even let out the look of disgust and extreme irritation as the guy opposite kept staring at me. And btw the journey was ONE HOUR long. imagine. 2 more weeks!
Did abit of swimming with ys at night. IT WAS REALLY COLD. Then came an idea and we decided to do this.. haha. Bakuteh for dinner. It was good :D Then we chatted for quite a bit at the riverside till late. i love the peaceful and quiet night by the waters. *** We went for an adventure once again. Never got tired of them :) We managed to find Mustafa with my that bit of memory since sch days.. He was pretty much amused/ amazed by the exotic-ness. lol. im still contemplating whether i should get itouch from there which is abt 340+ which is of course cheaper than retail price. But does anyone know if there's any place that sells any further cheaper ones? He surprised me when he said he wanted to make a pencil case for me. haha, very very unique. The source is from the sterilised bag that holds the bandage in army. Guess which one is done by me/him? *** What more can i say? From the look of the photos, its fun and more fun. Although we spend most of the time playing Polar Bear, it was
We do lots of things when we're bored in office. Even under the scrutiny eyes of Honey.. PoonMeiYun was really nice to buy some goodies from choc factory to bid farewell for the interns. That girl can really feed ppl. If you are her bf, you'll prolly grow twice in size, beefy meaty. One day she told us this, "I'll open a pastry shop one day." - All eyes stared at her because she will go bankrupt at the rate of her showering her love by giving me surprise breakfasts during mornings. This is really one rare generous person that i hardly see around, but i pity her pocket. The long awaited nightout with 38s. All turned up except YL and JX. Then i realised the irony. It was set at Timbre for a reason but JX didnt turn up when she bugged to go to Timbre. For some reason, it felt like a farewell before they go back to sch, i dont know why. Oh and Im the last to find out that HL and CY are going to be roomies. TSKKKKK. So much for being your bf huh. HURHUR. I officially d
this really sucks like shit. bad mood. why is it me? must it be me? i feel like im the only one being left behind... down down down. no more sunshine. is it that as u age, u emo more. why is the biological clock like that. decisions. how do u let go of your insecurities to try for new opportunities without knowing what lies ahead. there is no control, too much uncertainties. i hate this. some ppl prefer short term enjoyment for a refuge but i prefer long term ones. You may forget your worries temporary but everything will just come back when ur sober. that hit you back to reality and its more painful i think. my solution for the time being: blast some Fray songs to drown my blues, they're good remedy to indulge in.