why cant things be just perfect and satisfying all at the same time? like when ur language is improving, ur content just dipped. suddenly everything came so clearly to me. someone told me just get an E for prelims and ur A's will be a B, i looked to my left and right and back to mine which is oh-so-atrocious. i see desperation. i was touched by the 'auntie' that gave me the banana milkshake. whoever u are, or is it the both of you, i really do appreciate that. 'auntie gave you this to tell you not to be sad' at that moment i felt like tearing. but i dont. at least not that easily. i never want to show that in public coz i dont like others to be affected, like how i dont like to be affected by others too. for now FOCUS .
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so many many things happened all too fast tonight. too sudden for my lil brain. i didnt have time to react and its also my most natural way to react. adrenaline/emotion overload, wadever u call it. hahahaha. mixed feelings and way too much to make out in words. and i must really give a shout out: i LOVE my XINYI lotts :)and my family and YOU. hee. now i understand what it means by a moment to remember.
JX bday was sort of a walking marathon. we conquered the mountains and seas, against all odds. the wowWOW birthday girl! and later met up with her best friend, HQ at Liquid kitchen to chill. exhausted but fun. as usual, unintentionally i made a joke, an embarrassment of myself. i shall not disclose it here then.
i really sympathise with her, for what she has to put through and being helpless about it especially on that SPECIAL day. all i can do is to help her see things better and lighten her burden by being the listener. i know some things are hard to cope and thats part of life. just remember you're worthy of every friendship and love you can get :D YAY tmr will be funnnn! i wanna go overseas with friends when A's are over, anyone's up to the challenge?
omg. this is freakingly funny. louellazemama@hotmail.com says: Hi *huey ²- i am the pretty duck says: u are? louellazemama@hotmail.com says: hey, A/S/L?:) *huey ²- i am the pretty duck says: u probably got me wrong. im nt the person ure looking for louellazemama@hotmail.com says: hey whats up babe, U got a webcam? finally someone adds me, I am soo fuckin horny today for some reason lol speaking about lesbianism.
anw i think im so lucky! i got to go for the BOYS LIKE GIRLS concert last wk! THUNDER. the Great Escape haha. dont be envious coz they really drag our time till the very end. Prelim part1 updates. ma and ec were ok. lit -. chem SCREWED. somehow i nvr failed to miss them. im always glad that i can make their day like how they made mine too. cant wait to hangout with them again. and not forgetting Ironman, self-proclaimed Marshmallow boy. HAHA.
should i be fustrated or not. i have no idea why im pissed and why should i wait. maybe im the only one sulking here and you feel nothing. maybe i didnt want you to know. i must set my priorities right NOW. no more shopping online.(im sooo in love with D&G. HEE!) no more tv. CONTROL computer usage. uhh. no time for running :(( the glutton cannot carry on like that. HELP!