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i meant whatever i say. so stop those false pretense in front of me. dont say just to go with the flow or to pretend urself to be worser for u know ure in fact not, hypocritics. just keeping quiet will do everything. im not alone. it doesnt only affect me, it aches when i see the tears rolled down your cheeks. im so sorry my dear friend, i made u worry. all those prayers u made for me didnt quite work out but the fact tt ur heart is with me already compensated for the loss. im doing what's best for myself and i hope u understand. its such a pity i cant see how pretty u are during dinner and dance'07 :( but at the end of a rainy day, there'll always be a bright rainbow, right?

Today's goodbye hold a significant dear to me. i'll always rmb those moments though its short. the times where we tide throught together whether its tough or not. i had this sudden urge to thank all of the ppl out there that cared for me. i really appreciate even if its just a casual 'take care' , 'how are you' .. every little thing builds up to a mount. words of encouragement and comfort from those close to me esp. Jermaine, winnie, Wan yan ... and some of the ruggers that showed understanding. though Theresa and Fiona didnt say much but by keeping me company to HF already showed their support. THANKS A BUNCH :) its really hard to descibe the mixture of feelings but i'll definitely miss you guys. no more mugging during breaks. no more slacking and laughing in discussion rooms. no more eating together in the canteen. no more anti-teachers tgt. no more frisbee chasing. no more gossips. no more long lunches outside sch. no more pw . no more cam-whores. was it

i believe, i believe it so much. i don't wanna think no more my slightest hopes are dashed manymanyreflectionsoccupymymindeachmoment

I was on jc hopping with YS during their open houses on sat. They are namely SA, CJ and NJ. how sly SA is as i failed to 'cope' their shoebag coz the com is smart enough to know im not a sec 4. i was rather impressed by NJ's modern and hip-hop dancing. I applaud their performance as i havent seen such zest put in for passion in any cca for a long time except for the days in nc. NY wasnt tt happening in areas of arts for as long as i wish they have been. wad an adventure today. sorry guys we shld hav alighted at Tanjong Pager instead. haha all that sweat. MUST SEND ME THE PICS! the place was quite a disappointment and the fright of that chihuahua. WTH la. my msn is appearing on this TURKISH website. every strange person is adding me. its totally SPAM. This is smth worth watching. Enjoy!

These few days were certainly did some catching up with old friends. met up with Delta for dinner. we took the centre prominant spot. however this time 17 of us were not stared at for the amt of noise partly because the place itself is noisy enough to drown our voices. had long chats with ys before meeting for dinner. whoa, really did alot of talking :) really miss her coz it seems like she's been MIA for the past mths and hadnt talked to her for a long time. just like this, i liked how meeting up with friends just to sit down and have long talks. every part of ps brings memories :) it was really YAY when i received her sms coz probably miss her too much. she became more sensitive and caring to others too. time really allow ppl to grow. later we went back to Crescent to join sam. she's getting more capable, holding more responsibilities and juggling her work fine. she's packed with schedules and spending her time fruitfully. the feeling of going back to sch is rather weird.

well well. time certainly flies and i havent went online for 1 MTH. can u believe it, i survived through. studying kills time and practically went mad mugging for promos. lots of stuff happened during this period of absence. i shall slowly recall and blog again. went to all sorts of places to study and i STILL CANT sit still at home to study lar. why do i hav this habit and drank loads of coffee to stay awake. and it reminded me of chiang during the o level days. exams were done on thu. thu went to ps with keli coz we reckon that we hav no life if we just go home to slp after tt hopeless bio paper. ate and rotted while waiting for Jermaine to come. yes i wld hav expected tt she'll take her time to do her hair, select the clothes .. ( i hope u arnt reading this.. hahaha) watched Dupree, you and me. its a lame, dumb show. worth it only when u're really bored and want some stupid entertainment. fri run some errands sat/sun rot at home to watch My Girl <33 mon supposely to go o