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it was a study first then watch fireworks day! did some work with nab and zur in the afternoon then yizhen joined us in the evening. we slowly made our way to esplanade bay to get some good view to the ndp preview. actually im not exactly interested in the performance, just the pretty, colourful fireworks. at the roadside, the sight of those march past and flag party just stirred up so much of my splendid memories of nc. those days in syf and marching in no.1 at safti and all.. it was a long wait to fireworks but we all just had ways to kill time :) yizhen made me addicted to the cube! its cracking up my brain and im determined to try it myself at home! something tt brought me much comfort is tt when zur and nab were telling yizhen,' why u keep scolding HueyHuey!' i felt protected. its like they are friends tt wld stay by my side through thick and thin and give support whenever i need. i was assured and touched. im not scared of being bullied now! HAHA. and yizhen didnt really

wow this week had been busy.. lets see MON it was an exciting day tt is of surprise. Huiling gave me the idea tt i cld hav gotten the Campus superstar tix frm the bballers. so in the end she helped me to contact Bronson for it. Thanks! and after the super long day of lessons i rushed down to meet Keli and went to media corp. it was some experience tt i enjoy there though it wasnt particularly out of expectation. those singers were quite diff on tv and the process of the filming involve so many procedures. oh well. though Javin didnt get in, our crowd still cheered on for him. he did his best and im sure NY will be proud of him. His sincerity has gotten our respect. by the time i reached home it was almost midnight... knock off straight away. TUE we finally got our deserved honour and recognition frm the sch! went up to get the medals with the TEAM for the FINAL TIME . this bunch of crazy girls tt i spent through thick and thin on the field, now we are tgt on the same stage bowing to

today was quite a rollercoaster ! i was in the sch at 730. but my lesson only starts at 12pm. like !@##$%^& tts NOT THE END . announcement was made tt there was a 30 min DELAY. so once again !@#$%^&. after tt good 1h lecture. i got the news tt we had to stay back for lit paper at 230. so !@#$%^& so i practically wasted so much of my youth today in sch! got back most of the papers except for econs which i will TRY to wait patiently until nxt wk. so far it was B-U-D-D :( and i got a shocking news frm Jermaine. its quite hard to absorb it at first but i hav to accept the reality and how things move with time. no matter how hard i try to read the mind, it still didnt work which is demoralising. but im really curious who? but one thing i can clearly tell tt you are running, running. i need to think. real hard.

Teacher: "How come you do not comb your hair?" Ah Kow: "No comb, Sir." Teacher: "Use your dad's then." Ah Kow: "No hair, Sir."

today was simply splendid. Maths brightened my day :) im eagerly waiting for the other papers to come. good or bad, leave it to fate. i'll just take it. i realised how queer ppl are. before this, my maths tutor hardly talk or acknowledge me, now she even tries to encourage me. how strange human behave, i wonder, i wonder. despite this i was not totally satisfied, not because of the grade but the fact tt spending one more year gives a reason for it to be EXPECTED. smth i MUST achieve otherwise i'll be letting myself down. so there wasnt a 'consumer surplus' so to speak. and on the second thought of my pathetic chem. sighs. i must keep the momentum gg and not lose it, otherwise my sudden 'infatuation' for chem is all extinguish! i took like 1 yr to start liking chem again and it mustn't be lost! GO GO GO. KEEP GOING.. I MUSTN'T STOP HERE. thanks theresa! caught Transformers with Jaz. it was a superliciousextravagentlywow show. (alright i made up the word)

super angry with myself. i feel like boxing the monitor screen! just checked the chem Mcq ans. guess wad. out of those 7 qns tt i RANDOMLY shade due to LACK OF TIME , i got NONE CORRECT ! damn pissed. frm here u can see luck is nvr on my side in crucial times like my MID YRS?! and when i look back and try the qns i realised i only dont know how to attempt ONE ! RARRRRRRR...... i cld hav gotten a 12 instead of 7 mk for my MCQ. ROARRRR... damn. now chem flew away frm me :(