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`never settle for less than you want and never overlook what you already have. every decision made turns u to a new direction. whether u turn towards ur goal is all up to you. what do u want to do today affects ur tomorrow, ur future eventually. dont fall into the trap of habits, routine which prevents you from making new decisions. things that occupied me for the past few days :)

woohoo! im feeling damn lucky :D i just won becoming jane 's tix. its the show that i wanted to watch lahhss.. and also got 2 free tix to Yang Zhong wei 's showcase thingy which is like TOMORROW EVENING . so abrupt. if anyone's interested to go with me then i will gladly push my tuition to some other time. so pls pls someone go with me coz I REALLY WANNA GO ! its such an opportunity. otherwise i hav to sadly give it a miss :( tmr's sports day! im looking forward. however i just received news that chor theng wld be excused. plus tedson wont be playing too coz stupid teacher put him down for official. that leaves the team with not many pro ppl to play TOUCH RUGBY :(( (pray there will be enough reserves) BUT i really want to win that game! its been ages since i feel the thrill of running to the touch down line and score a try. its going to be intensive i know coz its a 20 min straight game without any half time. hopefully the class can win something tmr, it'll add mem

food for thought. credits to S.A.M 'Each true work of ART is the blueprint of our civilisation.' i enjoy the story behind a piece of art, do you? i spent some worthy time surfing sites of contemporary art. they inspire me and makes me want to be one of them, to navigate art in digital spaces

too spoilt for choices, not as if they're free.. 1. Step up2 2. Juno 3. becoming jane 4. definitely, maybe and the list goes on... everyone's advice is to start slow and early, like gaining momentum. this sounds too scary coz they're speaking from experience. i fear time. i fear too much would be lost till i realise its too late. how should the right way be like, no one is certain of it. i can feel it.. there is more to come..

i have no idea why i keep getting these emails: From: sweetgirl25(xxx@hotmail.com) I found your profile online and I would love to get to know you better add me on msn messnger natalieca@hotmail.com ____________________ they shld be looking for Chiang instead of me. i bet the profile that she read is some hot guy. why on earth wld a guy be huey?!

this is PAUL FRANK . they're damn cool. anyone wanna sponsor me one of those? ;) keli u shld hav chosen a better pic of the puzzle. someone says i look like SEAL :( * flops sometimes i dont know why do i have to put myself through all these dread. its torturous to go through Blocks, and it will be even more in 2 weeks time. it jus makes me doubt my abilities.

since no one is replying, we might as well cancel it. we shall go during ROD then. its cold, its dark, it pouring and im SICK . how nice. i totally dont feel like stepping out of the house. i closed the windows, door and off-ed the fan w/o any air-conditioning. Pro huh. There isnt any space left on the table except for my piles of practice papers. sadd

it feels strange that the girl that used to play with you when you're young is now of a different status. She has progressed to another stage of her life as a woman. She seemed distant, maybe too grown up or forced to grow up for her age. Its always a happy occasion to meet the cousins! another day wasted.

and its kinda scary to see all of them getting back their A levels results. From what i see from the results i think NY didnt do too well. the % of As is low, we shouldnt be looking at passes at this point of A levels. its worrying that when u msg a friend to ask about how they are, there isnt reply. ITS FREAKY. Coz i know they wont be doing well and that ALOT of them didnt reply me! my cousins both didnt do well. My conclusion is THIS IS REALLY BAD. Somehow i can forsee/ fortell my grades. ohnoohno. HUEY YOU GOT TO WAKE UP. to those that did well, im glad for you. go celebrate and rest well, you all deserve it. im HAPPY for YOU all :) at least you all gave me that little HOPE.

6 MARCH started with a happy note. Meeting like this in the morning breaks the normal mundane routine of going to sch. It adds spice to life :) somehow i felt special on this day even when i seemed normal on the train. Really really love it, THANK YOU! this is not the end. Reached sch earlier than usual and i saw the BABA HEADS already sitting at the usual spot of the canteen. As a glutton that i will always be, i started attacking my cake, YUMS. And the BABAs really touched me with their actions. i REALLY didnt expect them to give me a present and its a really sweet one. They have always been complaining about my 'unique' nails, so TA-DA! this is what i call surprise, it is when you least expect that brings the thrill and JOY :D and im happy to spread the joy to them too, all of us must have been grinning from ear to ear like idiots. this is also one of the rare moments i see Jocelyn actually talk and smile so much. HAHA! and Yeeling and ever so funny that never fails to

" the word that frequent most in love poems is miss, not love " years leaped on 1 march.