Anw I'll probably leave this place. Ive long moved to elsewhere to forget all the bad memories, hurt and pain. Apologise to my friends that linked this site, I didnt have the courage to come back then. If ure interested, I may show you my other world.

Im glad Im strong and happy again :)

BREAKOUT is back again!
Its korean B-boy. thumbs-upppp!
I missed their performance earlier this year and im not going to miss it next year.
12-14 Mar 2010

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i've been a porcupine lately.. pricking those around me.
im sorry friends, cousin and bf.
i've been stepping on ppl's toes with my cranky mood. somehow im easily irritated and thus im harsh on my words. im not unappreciative, i still love all of you!
im gg to be busy and really tired out next 2 weeks. i forsee its gg to be bad as well :( i hope you all will be understanding if its ever my bad. just feed me ice when you see me, i need chilling. You know i need all your support and i will still be your forever sunshine.
Nz, I havent been your red apple but a poison apple. Im sorry, i love you!

Ps. Jo shares everything with me, even her disease. Lol!

Perhaps im not as strong as i thought i'll be.

i feel lost. Just like how you lose direction in a maze.
really.


"There are basically two reasons why people are drawn together. If I can be so bold as to greatly oversimplify, it’s either because of want or it’s because of need. In my opinion, relationships based on want are the happiest and most satisfying. Those that are based on need tend to be more emotionally volatile and a lot less gratifying. In short, love is healthiest and at its very best when it is framed around two people who want to be together."

" If you really want to do something, you will find a Way.
If you don't, you will find an Excuse. "

I haven't felt loner than this moment.

Have i really changed?

I didnt know it hurts this much.
Forget me being hurt but seeing you hurt, hurts me much much more.
Its like stabbing my own heart.

I had the bestEST weekend.

With the two clowns around, Jo and sister zhang, my nights will not go in peace. It spell craziness. For a record, we didnt sleep till the sun rise. Caught the earliest bus at 6am to Macs. Then we started tearing the monopoly tickets to piece our game. GUESS WHAT. We got an instant win Starcruise for 3rd and 4th person and also plus plus of other stuff (but thats not important). Imagine the elated-ness and surprise in the unearthly hour. Then Jo swear to eat Macs more frequent to get the mega cash. lol.

I shan't post any pictures of the night for reasons you should know.

Celebrated Yeeling's birthday at Sgn Gardens. It was supposed to be at Chomp2 but god-knows-why it's super crowded and also kinda flooded (btw it was raining Mega cats and dogs). As such, we decided to dine at Thai Express instead. Someone said this right, "Why of all places do we go to the Thai Express here." I couldn't think more, just wanted to seek refuge in the shelter coz i was really wet and COLD.

And we were darn smart to eat Frolick.

Met Avon later to go home :) ive got presents!!

♥ ♥ ♥ Max already. haha.

We went to Little India for breaky. I didnt realise that we walked into a Vegetarian Restaurant, thus i created an embarrassment for myself.

Me: "Do you have something that is Chicken or Mutton with Curry?"

Her: "We have the Mak Chicken, its very nice."

Me: "No. i want chicken or mutton." ( i was quite confused alr..)

Her: "We are Vegetarian."

♥ ♥ ♥

At night, we udder-ed with Jo and zzl. SanMaoWang, Earl Grey and Orange Choc Bitters. Oooommm combination. Then my chou shi started leaking out after that dose of alcohol.
JO bought me a bag with nautical prints coz she knew that i like them! It is this kind of little things that made my day, these kind of little surprises.

My loots (Although i always think it is damn gay to do this, i couldn't help it):

You're the best present i ever have, thank you.

***

This is the highlight: i feel like i have completed another milestone in my life.

I P-A-S-S-E-D! :D

Words cannot describe the intoxicating ecstatic-ness that engulfed me. I am revived!

Everything summed up all too sufficient to make me feel like its my Birthday. Too many good things are happening, im very grateful for that.