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yes not only do poly students do pw, JC too. PW, chinese / GP presentations.. wah so overwhelming. and plus PROMOS is well round the corner. my % is really difficult to make it. Since CCA has stopped, i must make full use of the time and be productive. Mugging in sch till 9, anyone? my Muggers club are ur ON? since this president has not plan a really mugging session, why not make it a daily night study? interested participants come sign up with me soon. haha. free adminission i promise.

it has been a hectic wk. the days just flew fast all flooded with tests. rarr~! just as i thought i saw a glimpse of hope from the recent maths open bk test, it just has to be dashed by the following VECTORS. so much for praying hard. im not managing my time well, thisthe ultimate worry. so much to learn( no, correction its MUG ) yet so little time. something tt i hav realised from Yanyi's words. i kept thinking ive put in effort in my studies, but did i really? or was it just deceiving myself to run away frm guilt. it doesnt reflect from my results. others are improving but its not happening to me. ARGHH. whats going on. no miracle or luck is going to happen for promos, i just hav to depend on myself for discipline and push even harder. this scary thought crossed my mind and it has happened b4. what if i really cant make it, 2 mths is way too little time. i hav to keep to my word. so im going to sacrifice now just to scrape through. blahh im feeling sick and sore now. the stress o

Happy 41st Singapore! had loads of fun during the ndp celebration and class outing yesterday :) 0609 we rox! im beggining to know the class even more during the bonding sessions though a handful still din turn up. regardless whether their excuses are true or not, i still feel disappointed and sad tt they had missed out so much fun. NY turned the celebration into flag day. tts not all. it was so not productive acc. to the way they organised how it. they made the interest to make it more interesting but a fund raise can nvr be 'amazing race' like u'know. the whole time many of us were trying to get ppl to donate while walking from AMK to TPY to Bishan. the tin was the lightest ive ever collected. on av. each tin was 250g, how pathetic although our class made it 2nd to arrive back to sch. Mr Lawrence was kind enough to follow us where ever we go, im not sure its to take care of us OR to make sure none of us slack in fast food restaurants during this time. tts winnie and kaishi

it had been a busy and hectic week for me. uncountable hw and tests which i had to find time to squeeze into. these 2 wks were trgn without Shah = freedom wk which i can freely enjoy trgn without being pressured under the watchful eyes of his. it was satisfying during these few trgn and im LOVING it more. had loads of fun time laughing with classmates for god-knows-wad stupid reasons and jokes played Squash & was influenced by Winnie tt got me hook onto it. stayed back to play with Winnie & Yong han. Jermaine got bored watching us so she left pitifully. HAHA. and something nice happened too. teehee :) was pretty guilty for my performance in tests. time management is an issue & it wld soon be WAS if i put in enough effort to practise. passing Promos seemed to be bleak and blurred within my vision. With my current results im way WAY behind everyone. HOW? i dont know wads happening to me. i need to find back my original self and work with zest and discipline to conquer this mo