yesterday was simply traumatising. blood shed. tears drop. heart aches. enough said. all i want is the team and esp. Sherry to recover frm it! put everything behind and we shall move on. a rational mind is always the best solution to all problems. today. NY was preparing for 30th anni. carnival. all the air-blown inflatables look so fun :) we simply stood at the atrium for almost an hr watching all the guys showing off their manhood! hahaaha. yes they were so addicted on hitting tt made the crowd go wow.. or oh! hahah so fun. this unfortunate guy hit his head. ouchh. while poh boon is busy churning up his fame by fighting with another guy at the other side. its so hard to describe. i shall post the pics if i hav a chance to take tmr. and the rubgy guys we trying to act like they were in WWE, bouncing onto the inflatable and went '1,2,3..' super lame. we alr had our own pre-carnival today! ( Jaz shld i upload ur pic here?haha.) i dont know where did i summon the courage to do t
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rugby match vs PJ its really nerve-wrecking. not really exciting as it wasnt enjoyable to watch but painful. for the first half, our rangers fought hard. i can see their spirit coming and i heard their moral was high today so it must be a good situation. they were lagging 3-0 then. 2 goals will ensure at least a safe pass. whenever they had the possession, we cheered our lungs out. we really want NY to shine and achieve victory. but as the game proceed, more and more tries PJ made, more and more curses were heard. it was exasperating, helpless as we cant do anything. though it was just a game but it was frustrating to see us going down.. DOWN. its heart breaking to watch the process.. where they're eventually drained of their energy and enthusiasm. finally they chose the worse way- to give up. the game is on, opponents on guard but rangers were simply hanging their heads down, not even ready at position for the ball. its like they've lost hope, everything. very sad to see a tea
MORE for grabs: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2093312763 shocking and surprising news today! NY table tennis did the sch so proud. the guys defeated HC and are on their way to fight for the champions with RJ. the girls fighting for 3rd/ 4th placing! oh man. another niche cca other than VB. im quite surprised tt Junyi is a star player. he even got a hug frm Mr. kwek. haha. too many seasons coming up, squash.. VB.. bball.. rugby. ALL THE BEST to NY teams :) what it does it take to conquer and win- cant wait to see our new shirts soon infectious smile, simply too irresistible. though sometimes unpredictable.
it was hard, but we had to part. so let the pictures do the talking. look at the scattered forks. u wld think some earthquake came and disperse everyone. the fact is tt our captains suddenly attack us with water bombs and everyone just dropped the forks and ran. poor me. i started to flee forgetting my leg until i felt the pain. so i kena. those 2 were so afraid to come near us for fear of getting bomb. no one can escape this, so ur better take ur share. haha. Jaz held hostage by Eelen. she's a fast runner, not eelen's match. finally everyone settled down. all drenched. i love the ruggers! enjoy their silliness and spastic-ism. this u can ask Yanyi! HAHAHA. she made some monkey-ish noise when i tried to 'ice' her. but behind these smiles, there's bitter joy. before our destruction.. ..after it has been attacked by all our forks. it may be hard to swallow those last words from Shah, but nevertheless i still wanna wish him all the best in whereever he goes. for all th
i was feeling so hopeful today. but everything just came crashing all the same. i know im at fault too but i still cant.. i dislike being moody the whole morning, its spoiling my day. was it because i forgot abt my empty stomach or smth else? this is madness, im gg crazy. fluctuations are a pain. pls enligthen me.. until the very end of the day. one good news though. i got into pre-u sem unexpectedly. theresa didnt though and i felt bad and sad for her. hope her days will get better and her performance a success :) maybe this shirt can brighten me for a while. `silence was his escape, but silence is rarely a refuge
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sigh. rubgy lost to mi 1-0. where's the aggressiveness tt u've got on the field? probably they were too demoralized. nvrtheless when our team went to support them, i felt united as NY. and ive watched the JJC play, they're gd. too bad no hope to see NY against SA or AC.
the sch sent us for mural painting today. now the neighbourhood got some colourful splash :) despite my pitiful leg i still enjoyed painting. but the smell is making me dizzy. its kinda unique to see ur void deck filled with students art work. however gg to lunch is a chore! my block is so far away tt i had to 'lame' my way there.. and time to time ppl forget abt my disability and started walking so fast i cant catch up so i just had to take my time. but at least some rmbed after a while and came back. and i cant even cross within the traffic's flashing, how pathetic. often have to fast hop the last few steps to prevent traffic obstruction. i miss walking at speed. i miss sprinting. i miss the field. now ive learnt to appreciate my leg and be more careful. gotta work harder after my recovery to catchup on my stamina. arghh. thanks for all ur concern ppl. though repeating my unfortunate incident may be tiring but it feels gd to know tt ppl cared :) words tt gave me courage
went to the chinese doc today to seek help for my poor ankle. its eerie and deserted... and the massage was so damn unbearably painful. really. and i created an embarrassing moment for myself tt u really dont wanna know. first time in my life i revealed this to a stranger. and im worried. first thing the doc told me tt i needed some rest and try not to walk was tt HOW ABT TRGN ? it wld mean i hav to stop my trgn for so long.. arghh and lose all my stamina coz i cant even run? i wld miss Gilbert. how? somemore Shah's leaving, im sure the team wld be playing a last good game with him, what abt me? oh no oh on...