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Note to self: 1. Fame 2. (500) days of summer 3. sister's keeper *** Before you leave, we've gotta have a hot date first :) And truely its a hot one. Scorched and perspired but nevertheless alot of fun! Its the company that matters :D We saw badly abused animals. The rabbits are in such bad condition that they look diseased. The farmers are not doing their job. Prawning is proven to be thrilling and exciting although the process involves waiting and more waiting for the bait to fall into the trap. The moment when you tug the rod and you feel something heavy, thats the victory (3. That Uncle was quite nice to teach us how to prawn and tips to get catch. I didnt even know how to put the bait initially. This game is a test of patience, how good you are at shou zhu dai tu. Those uncles there are really serious fishermen. I didnt know there was a catch but this uncle saw straight away and told me to pull the rod. haha. Each time i got a catch, i will struggle to grab the prawn (bein...

They were all slapped in my face. A wakeup call. i know them but i cant accept them. i didnt want to believe thats why im in denial. slippers had no groove and i slipped and scrapped my knees. But nothing can be compared to how painful it feels here.

Today's a happy day :) someone told me this: you've got the spirit, im sure you can do it. I went to Siglap South cc in the evening and i finally talked to the guy. Only Jo knows how terrible it is to get to him. He made me travelled there TWICE on wasted trips and it is not exactly a very accessible place. Fortunately, he is inspiring so i decided to forgive him. After i left the office for the toilet and stroll around the cc, i was surprised that he was waiting for me at the porch just to pass me some reference information of the course details. so nice :) I saw a vision. Many thoughts ran through my head on the journey back home. There was a plan that i want to get involved in and become active again (i mean participation). I figured that i have been too passive and i should get my energy running. Perhaps i should join their sports club and youth comm to organise some events. i love event organising and its also my forte i guess. Thus i dont mind initiating gatherings but th...

trust is not being afraid even when you are vulnerable. how true is this? very true. how many people can you trust in your life? and how many people are u capable of gaining their trust?which is more important? being trusted or trusting people? love actually makes me becomes vulnerable, because i get too dependent on him i get easily irritated when im supposed to see him, but in the end din i expect him to be there when i need him, but he cant be there everytime. and i get very upset if he cant be there. i cant stand myself when i lose my temper so easily at him just because i expect so much more from him i cant forgive myself for keep forgetting tt he is a human as well- he gets tired, and need a breathing space.i know he's trying his best so i shld give him a break i dont like the way my feelings get so much controlled by him,because all these make me vulnerable- a state where i keep worrying if i would get overboard at times, let my emotions take over me, and drive him away. A s...

It makes me kinda excited that i have something to look forward to. I have a new found toy! Something that i really wanted for myself. Ive found back the certain feeling that was somehow lost along these years. Its the motivation and taking great pride in the achievement you've fought for. However, it is coupled by an ominous sense of unspoken stress. But at least ive got the vision and determination. Although there is some waste, i will not allow that to dampen my spirit. Let this be a test- the first challenge i post to myself. Im really trying very hard, my very best but does anyone know that? Now tell me what the hell is going on again. im gg to escape to Pulau NTU. i wont be back soon.

ok i realised i shld snap out of all these. JUMP on Saturday was a-w-e-s-o-m-e! Their stunts and skills are really captivating. All eyes locked on them, the audience couldn't take their gaze off them, including me. Entertaining with light humour in between. I was awed by everything. They literally jumped and flipped their bodies 180 degrees in the air, not once but consequtively. Like a moving ferris wheel. They can also bounce off the walls perfectly. Like those ppl in Kungfu shows. (Note: stick stuck in the butt cheeks) Yeaaa. Left the place wanting more. I'd like to enjoy more of such given the chance :) *** One day in the car.. (Smth before made me ask this qn) Me: You're still in NS?! Avon's bro: Yeaaa Me: How come? But you seemed so free. Avon's bro: How do you know im so free? Me: Cause you're always at home? Avon's bro: How do you know im always at home? Me: .... yes, he just made me sound like some stalker. And the evil bf was not helping. He was la...

If money is so invincible, i want to buy your time. Buy many, many to stock up in my safe deposit box so that when i need it, i can have it. So that i will no longer be sad. i know life has many sacrifices, this is just one of them. *** Why are we all working so hard for the sake of working? To pursue what we thought is satisfaction and fulfillment.

The point is, just seek it. I have been travelling around Sg quite a bit, realising there's many many nice places ive yet been to and also some nostalgic places that draw beautiful memories. Its like walking down the memory lane alone, time has changed so many things. There are ppl that ive once been close to and now we are barely strangers. This quiet lane made these bridal shops stand out. The historical infrastructure has an amazing combination with the glamourous gowns. Looking at them, made happiness possible. Deserted lane at Craig Road. Do you believe this rundown place is a community centre? It was situated behind the Getai and for a moment i thought it was closed. This is nearby my ex neighbourhood. It used to be a pSch and now an Int Sch. Brings back childhood memories. This place is captivating. i can sit there and just stare at the place one lazy afternoon. Another day at TohYi, i passed by Toh Tuck Av. i still rmb vividly how often we went over to ZhiHui's to rehea...

i boarded 51 again. i never learn. it was no doubt crammed like mad. This time round a big lady slowly made her way beside the empty seat next to me. I was like, '' noooo.." inside me as the other guy that was beside the seat has already occupied a fairly large amt of space. Expectedly, i was squashed to one side. Still, i wasnt really disturbed at this point but gradually she leaned and pressed her warm thighs beside mine. Gosh, its sweating. HELP ME PLS. i was really, REALLY DISGUSTED. i endured even till the point when the seat beside her was already empty. i was hoping she will make a shift but apparently she was sound asleep. Damn uncomfortable. i tried to make OBVIOUS adjustment to get her to move away from my thighs and i bet i even let out the look of disgust and extreme irritation as the guy opposite kept staring at me. And btw the journey was ONE HOUR long. imagine. 2 more weeks!

Did abit of swimming with ys at night. IT WAS REALLY COLD. Then came an idea and we decided to do this.. haha. Bakuteh for dinner. It was good :D Then we chatted for quite a bit at the riverside till late. i love the peaceful and quiet night by the waters. *** We went for an adventure once again. Never got tired of them :) We managed to find Mustafa with my that bit of memory since sch days.. He was pretty much amused/ amazed by the exotic-ness. lol. im still contemplating whether i should get itouch from there which is abt 340+ which is of course cheaper than retail price. But does anyone know if there's any place that sells any further cheaper ones? He surprised me when he said he wanted to make a pencil case for me. haha, very very unique. The source is from the sterilised bag that holds the bandage in army. Guess which one is done by me/him? *** What more can i say? From the look of the photos, its fun and more fun. Although we spend most of the time playing Polar Bear, it was ...

We do lots of things when we're bored in office. Even under the scrutiny eyes of Honey.. PoonMeiYun was really nice to buy some goodies from choc factory to bid farewell for the interns. That girl can really feed ppl. If you are her bf, you'll prolly grow twice in size, beefy meaty. One day she told us this, "I'll open a pastry shop one day." - All eyes stared at her because she will go bankrupt at the rate of her showering her love by giving me surprise breakfasts during mornings. This is really one rare generous person that i hardly see around, but i pity her pocket. The long awaited nightout with 38s. All turned up except YL and JX. Then i realised the irony. It was set at Timbre for a reason but JX didnt turn up when she bugged to go to Timbre. For some reason, it felt like a farewell before they go back to sch, i dont know why. Oh and Im the last to find out that HL and CY are going to be roomies. TSKKKKK. So much for being your bf huh. HURHUR. I officially d...

HOT STUFF. a whole new experience. breakfast became lunch. good times always pass too quickly. How i wish time stood still, when you look into my eyes. many many love :DD i think ive found my paradise.

just as i thought ive forgotten how's it to be sick, flu bug caught up. really sucks man. my throat is swollen and i feel fluctuating temperature, goosebumps all over. the slightest wind makes me cringe. its the weekends, i cant really enjoy. esp. tmr's project CAN :( maybe i shall take chance to bond with my room which apparently has been abandoned by me for a long time. But i want to go shopping, ive controlled the urge enough. sometimes i enjoy non-chio days too however i always have someone caring for my image, so i got to take care of myself well too..

RAHAHAHA. i can upload now. it was a fantabulous day, you've got to admit my planning worked. i didnt lead you to Holland lo. currently experiencing some darker shades on my face. hopefully no burns. my face has been cui since last week's orientation :( swam and had some sun, i admit im turning into a lazy bum thus i must swim more! Where have my swimming buddies gone to? Sushi retreat! just to satisfy some of my salmon sashimi craving(thanks to JO). Although we are not sure where exactly is the place, we hanthum upon seeing the bridge. On the way to the highest hill in sg. I realise its nothing but a high bridge across the road. cheat my feelings la, i was expecting a real complete Tree Top Walk like those in Aussie. But the construction was creative, so i guess credits go to the architects. the flooring was so comfortable to walk bare footed thus Avon couldnt resist to remove his footwear. i like this photo the most but dont know why tho. Maybe its the annoyed face. haha! i w...

im long done with the camp last week. It was a blast and now im recharged, after afew days. The camp makes me feel really like part of NUS. Im even going back to organise their CSC sports day thats happening next wed. i hope many Thallos will come down so that we can reunite again :D They're a bunch of happy ppl. Crap, im starting to peel. The skin around my neck is turning GREY, like rotting. My scalp is coming off as well and my colleague just mentioned to me, 'You look like you've got dandruff.' - how embarrassing, she has to comb my hair for me. Am i just suay or what. i keep having this feeling that my boss is watching me very closely this week. She kept coming out of the office to stroll around my area. Thats also coz i broke afew rules this week. i want to have a getaway with my love, somewhere i dont have to fret and be troubled by life.

Life's a beach! Social night Science Bash, science crash. Farewell for Claudia!

the kind of expression that shows no answer but you know things are not what they seemed to be. the kind of attitude that shows an almost stranger side. the choice of words that burn. but the faith keeps it going, holding. Ghosts of GFs' past, go catch it!

I hope this sunshine will drive away your blues. Hang in there, you are not alone! ♥ im going to be a teacher soon! so excited. HEE.