joke. my embarrassing moment. Story is: i was trying to tease Jaz about her winning Shi san yao but in the end.. *huey ² says: LOL. zai J - i did not die from the excitement. LOLS says: HAHAHA like seriously right!! *huey ² says: haha DUH. who in their life will get it is like better than 4D u can ply mj everyday. ur income J - i did not die from the excitement. LOLS says: HAHA erms huey the 250 is buy 4d de LOL *huey ² says: HAHAHA not mj?! HAHAHAHA J - i did not die from the excitement. LOLS says: HAHA yeah mj win 250 with 10cent, 20 cent impossiblle luh
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Your words just Fly me to the moon Let me sing among those stars I almost turned Les today. There was a pretty girl that made me talk i-n-v-o-l-u-n-t-a-r-y to her! There was a teeny weeny moment i hope i was a guy. HAHAHA. crap. Blame it on the raging testosterone that over-secreted. She must have thought i was crazy. How Fun, THE curse came through. i called Thailand. " $#(*&^%$, KARP" i have to pretend i understood but in fact i could only pick out one or two NOUNS out of the whole sentence through the operator. YS TEACH ME!! They are really slow in understanding which explains why i took 15min per call but they are not even my intended contact. i spoke to various types of receptionists regardless of F or M, young or old. All but the IT Managers or CIO. if u can see my expression when i call, you can make a Funniest movie out of it. ok im joking. All i can say is im glad today's work has ended but tomorrow's has yet to come. RAH, im dropping hair alr. i learnt t
Moving on. Its been smooth-sailing at work. In fact its great! i had an abundant of fun and truckloads of sense of achievement. My conversion rate was 7.7% which hit pass the target of 3.5%. i had 3 leads today. Grins. For those that offended me, i shall forget about them. Live life easier this way :)
The joker has a flip side to him. To those that don't know him well he is merely someone that is always cheerful and pleases everyone. However he wears disguises to protect himself from being hurt. A very sad truth like that in Batman. i wish i've known but i still want to retain that bit of ignorance cause i fear.
Admission applications are such a headache. i cant believe im so stressed over it that i woke up thinking about it and even dreamt abt it the next day, consecutively. To such an extent that ive decided to deal with it once and for all to end my misery. im more or less done with them except to wait for the appraisals to come in which i hope will really, really help. i had such a hectic weekend from visiting so many open houses. ive been too immersed in these that i havent got time to get out of the house! im lacking sleep, help! for a change, yea. my colleagues have been teasing me about playing MJ and drinking beer( rmb the time we mixed Asahi and sprite to get this COIN smell) . why? i can conceal well huh. Anw i didnt believe MJ can be addictive till ive experienced it myself. its absurb that my family plays so frequently and ive never touched my own family tiles till Sunday. meantime, i better worry about passing FTT before its too late. ha.
How can some people be still so nonchalent while im deeply concern yet feel fustrated that what i originally thought was possible just came crashing down. maybe what ive been sitting on all these while are hopes and more hopes. but doesnt hopes lead to dream and then passion followed by churning them into reality called GOALS? WTF man. with my current grades how can i still enter NTU business. Blame it on being inspired by some people, subsequently seeing light and feeling strongly to do what i want. Nevertheless, im going to do it coz im going to follow the heart this time round. It will either be a turning point or diving into grave. This is another form of courage driven by the fear of regret. ha. did i make any sense to you? but i know what im talking about.
i forgot to add this. everyone has their piece of shit to deal with but it all depends on ur perspective. dont stop here, start by making changes to amend those wrong. im sure we can do it, 38s rmb we have each other to fall on :) im really touched and grateful for those who texted me words of encouragement and esp. those ppl i treasure the most that showed concern for me the min. my results are out. Like really, seconds i flipped over the slip i received the smses. And calls too. It doesnt matter how my birthday turned out, it matters how much i meant to you all. i had a real surprise of my life today. i love you all for crafting out such plans and waking up so so early. haha. really appreciate for what you all have done. im sure u all wont forget my classic moments, just dont go around telling can alr. ha.
there is a voice within me.. im going to trust myself once again to overcome all odds. im going to show how my character and ability determine me that is worth much more than a piece of shit paper. im going to persuade and prove that i can manage more than what im limited to. This is how im going to FIGHT for what i want and deserve. Wallowing in self pity is simply loser-ish. so im going to transform my strength into actions, making the wisest choice within my means. im going to survive through all these. i hope. ppl give me strength, i will pull through.
im back on track at work! ytd was record breaking. i had 3 leads while today i had one. i cant stop grinning. This must be my birthday luck :) Shirley touched me today, i feel so fortunate. haha. anw i realise im attracted to ppl in terms of two extremes, either similar to me character wise or they have smth i admire. Do you know you are likely to help someone that looks similar as you, subconsciously? Observe carefully the ppl ard you next time. TMR IS THE DAY. I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING. As much as i love it, it can be a heartache sometimes. im sure everyone agrees. why, why is it that no matter how hard i try it doesnt work? im getting disheartened and tired of this struggle. i just hope fairy god mother will only erase the unhappy memories and leave the good ones with me.
i had a really weird dream today. i dont think im gg to let anyone know abt it. But i kinda like the dream. HAHA. make my wishes come true: 1. kbox 2. wii 3. taking artistic photos at Old Changi Rd 4. Really good Royce Choc 5. To catchup with all those i havent seen for some time 6. Just sitting by the waters and stare in silence, maybe a quiet conversation 7. go crazy with someone at Singapore Arts/ Fashion Festival 8. something that is not within my control for now
being generous is good, not when it becomes TOO MUCH . My weekend has been a bittersweet one. I feel really, really fortunate to have what i have now.(if you can be there, i will be on cloud NINE) i understood how Mummy loves me . i enjoyed the company of my cousins. i felt like im the happiest girl and wished time would just stop there. But at the darkest side of me, i know what it means. All these don't come easy because i know i have to make. some. sacrifices. next weekend. No matter how much i want to deny the fact, i cant. This is how much confidence i have. Its the truth. im not like some typical people that tries to paint a very pathetic picture of themselves when they know they are doing well. This time round, throughout my 13 years of schooling, i feel really lousy deep down. Never have i been like that before. i've never dream about results because im never this worried before, but i dreamt of it few days ago. im really uneasy and of all feelings, frightened of the ou