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ive no idea since when i lost the drive to strive. but recently i think im winning it back. to get down serious, get my duities done. i overheard my gran's conversation this morning. it made me heavy-hearted. perhaps ive neglected her too much but how do u communicate with ur oldies? maybe my blunt words she heard have hurt her but i dont really mean them. the world outside the doorstep is moving far too quickly for me to stop. perhaps im racing against time at home too which explains why it took me so long to notice. is this how the older ppl feel now? will this occur to me too? i cherish and never fail to look forward to family time, another one today :) sinfully pleased . lol.

`never settle for less than you want and never overlook what you already have. every decision made turns u to a new direction. whether u turn towards ur goal is all up to you. what do u want to do today affects ur tomorrow, ur future eventually. dont fall into the trap of habits, routine which prevents you from making new decisions. things that occupied me for the past few days :)

woohoo! im feeling damn lucky :D i just won becoming jane 's tix. its the show that i wanted to watch lahhss.. and also got 2 free tix to Yang Zhong wei 's showcase thingy which is like TOMORROW EVENING . so abrupt. if anyone's interested to go with me then i will gladly push my tuition to some other time. so pls pls someone go with me coz I REALLY WANNA GO ! its such an opportunity. otherwise i hav to sadly give it a miss :( tmr's sports day! im looking forward. however i just received news that chor theng wld be excused. plus tedson wont be playing too coz stupid teacher put him down for official. that leaves the team with not many pro ppl to play TOUCH RUGBY :(( (pray there will be enough reserves) BUT i really want to win that game! its been ages since i feel the thrill of running to the touch down line and score a try. its going to be intensive i know coz its a 20 min straight game without any half time. hopefully the class can win something tmr, it'll add mem...

Alright, i got this from kiku's blog: You are The Lovers Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from...