im getting listless at work. im chomping on sunflower seeds and sour plum like a hamster. i think this is probably one of my very rare mood swinggss. ew. ps: ONE more day to payday! YES YES YES . big wide grins :D exactly.
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life isnt a bed of roses, i know that. i feel for you and my heart tears. Cheer up coz i will be there for you and i love you! accomplishment: 1. i set my mind to organise it and i did it effectively. 2. i've mastered the basics of mj. (dont laugh!) 3. i've started my first driving lesson which was a blast. pretty satisfied. joy dont come knocking at your door, you've got to work for it. "i wanna play that!" "i dont want to, i'll just watch you" "ok" "eh that one's easy, i'll help you" haha so cute.
whats future? whats priority? whats the fear? im so grateful for what i have now and i will cherish them. im glad Mum has made plans for me. Really really wanna thank her and Dad too. Savings are very important and i will stop wasting my parents money unnecessarily. i love my job coz its worth my time and energy (although it may be boring at times). My colleagues are such nice ppl, they told me they will be there for me after they saw me in a serious conversation over smth. AWWW.. yes i can feel their warmth and sincerity. im so fortunate! haha :) i know joy don't last a lifetime, enjoy it to the fullest while i can now.. you know there is a miracle in the world that is so incredulous. There are people that will always stand by you and provide you with the Love and Support no matter what. And they are not your family, you all are not related in any biological way yet they give unconditionally.. and they are your friends! It didnt really occur to me until i read this from somewhere.
i heard something really bad yesterday. Although i hate to admit this, my greatest fear may fall on my supposedly happiest day. now that really makes me depress. i hope time stops, but then again its impossible. i just hope i will have lesser nightmares. On a happier note, i love you guys! you all are the ones that made me laugh
the lack of posts is probably due to the fatigue that i have been suffering for the past few days. work occupied most of my time and after-work activities have been getting me active round and about. well, eventually weariness comes due to lack of rest. i have been actively working out eg. gyming and swimming. Thats one thing to be satisfied about :) This has become a habit... all thanks to Touch that has instilled my discipline to workout time to time coz it just feels not right when im not exercising! All this is crucial esp. when you are about to hit 20 and the Cellulite alarm bell ring in your head. HAHA! Another satisfaction is derived from the fact that i procrastinate no more! i sacrificed 2+ hours to queue at the driving centre and got all my driving admin done within a day :) and im starting driving next week, woots! i had my 簡單愛 on 14 Feb. ive learnt the fact that it doesnt require much to get the joy that u want, just the simple company for one full day is enough.(its been
im sentimental. i wanna visit my Pri. sch, my pre-sch teacher whom i still keep contact with, catch up with OLD friends and walk on the quiet alleys, somewhere where there isnt many people. Its a long and relaxing night, one that is without the worry of the exams and results and any other problems. I embrace this freedom alot. Opportunity like this come rare. Somehow i imagine whether we'll do the same ten years down the road. Maybe we are married with kids, how cool is that to still chill out together. Time is an abstract mystery that no one can predict. a soulmate is one who truly understands me. Go deep.
How interesting can work get when all you do day in and out is calls upon calls. i kinda broke my record by setting a total of 133 calls today. ytd was a tedious task when i was to make calls to India with Kripaji. As you can tell by the name, he's Indian but IM NOT. how fun was it to make every receptionist spell out every single alphabet of their loooonnng name. Listening them speaking gibberish makes me wanna laugh and cry at the same time. The calling's not tough but the understanding is. And i kinda experience a little of the generation gap there although they're nice ppl. i do appreciate their efforts to make me laugh although its a challenging task. Their topic of the day is always changing coz they have different targets. However, the subject matter of the topics is always the SAME. HAHAHA, if you know what im talking abt, yea. So far work has been good and Shirley just promoted me to her 'Honours' list today. But im looking forward to more fun after work w