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all i want to say is from 2009 onwards im going to treasure my family and extended family(and of course my very good friends too). I didnt know they can be such an abundle of joy thats so close proximity to me. You can be living with them but sometimes things get caught up with ur life so quickly that you forget. i've learnt too. They should be the most reliable ppl that i can trust as they will, with no consequences or burden be there for me. With this mindset i attempted and set a goal to it. Indeed, ive achieved what i intended it to be but just a bit lacking which is of no loss coz its a great start. It will be this way and i know it can be better. It is easy as long as i keep an open mind and be very sincere about it coz i believe they can feel my good intentions and warm gestures. yes, ive realised the importance of these from a very important person :D

Taiwan Desaru Interviews (succeeded!) work, work, work. So whats new? Strangely, i feel that alot of things have happened. But its not strange to me coz im aware why. Its been tiring me out for the fact that there isnt a right or wrong, there isnt a yes or no to it.

thunderstorm came and so did rain. sometimes i just cant figure out why dark clouds happen. perhaps its just a process the way things are. but most importantly i knew who's there. As long as they are around, it can keep me going and thats enough. Those phone calls, messsages and meet ups are really really precious. i want to remind myself of them. i wish there's only white and black but no grey. life would have been so much simpler.