delta dinner

These few days were certainly did some catching up with old friends.
met up with Delta for dinner. we took the centre prominant spot. however this time 17 of us were not stared at for the amt of noise partly because the place itself is noisy enough to drown our voices. had long chats with ys before meeting for dinner. whoa, really did alot of talking :) really miss her coz it seems like she's been MIA for the past mths and hadnt talked to her for a long time. just like this, i liked how meeting up with friends just to sit down and have long talks. every part of ps brings memories :) it was really YAY when i received her sms coz probably miss her too much. she became more sensitive and caring to others too. time really allow ppl to grow. later we went back to Crescent to join sam. she's getting more capable, holding more responsibilities and juggling her work fine. she's packed with schedules and spending her time fruitfully. the feeling of going back to sch is rather weird. strolling around the quiet compound, seeing things changed so quickly in these mths and seeing ppl tt u havent seen for long is nostalgic. ironical for ys too. so near yet so far. NY did not think better to put up posters in Crescent. no wonder i didnt see a single soul during the open house today. its really disappointing and sad.
looking at how actively Jeanette is promoting NY to her Cedar juniors made me guility. i just cldnt put how i feel towards Crescent to NY. those days when i took the initiative to be the sch abbassador and show world how proud im to be in Crescent. compare to now when i cld only stand quietly at the side and watch. ive lost the enthusiam in participating actively in sch activities or rather dont even bother to know wads gg on. maybe this is the reason i dont find fun and joy coz i dont even find them for myself. no more crazy shoutings. no more being myself. its not supposed to be emo here. im just bringing out memories from those locked away drawers.
still worried abt my results which i wld know really soon.

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