this really sucks like shit.
bad mood.
why is it me? must it be me?
i feel like im the only one being left behind...
down down down.
no more sunshine.
is it that as u age, u emo more. why is the biological clock like that.

decisions.
how do u let go of your insecurities to try for new opportunities without knowing what lies ahead. there is no control, too much uncertainties. i hate this.

some ppl prefer short term enjoyment for a refuge but i prefer long term ones. You may forget your worries temporary but everything will just come back when ur sober. that hit you back to reality and its more painful i think.

my solution for the time being: blast some Fray songs to drown my blues, they're good remedy to indulge in.

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