as i once again let it run through my head i see lots of emotions, complicated mixture of feelings. the most emotional game ive ever played.

vs RJ lost 1-nil
vs SR won 3-0
vs RP lost 1-nil
vs NJ lost 2-nil

semis
vs SA lost 1-nil
vs TJ won 2-0

do u really have to do that? u are angry, everyone is disappointed i know. but why do the words have to come out so hurtful to the ears and pierce me through. i pretended not to hear them, i wish i hadnt so that i wld not feel resentful towards u but its so hard to swallow. my mind went blank, i thought of nth but just let tears streamed down. i want to forgive u coz u are my teammate. we hav been once through all these difficult times and i dont want all this shit little things to spoil the good memories. its already the last game.
im shagged after all these, im disappointed. not a single word of sorry. its as if all was taken for granted tt u can just let ur emotions run wild and hurt those around u. we are all tired of playing according to ur mood. mayb u dont know but it affects those ard u. nobody can change tt but urself.
i havent even regained my composure for the nxt game and we hav to rush off. tried really hard to focus on the game and block out everything and i found back myself. we went on and on fought and fought and finally got the Bowl Champions. though i think we deserve better but its time to celebrate and mark an end to our TOUCH RUGBY journey. the last huddle with the full team was a great one. felt the emotions gushing, our team06/07 is stepping down and its time to say goodbye. everyone had a sad moment but we are glad at the same time too tt the Team 2, played really excellently. they got the Cup runner-up which is the second position.
woohoo. took a damn long time to take photos and all.
LOVE NYJC touch rugby team 06/07!


after effects is taking over. head is spinning. need some slp.

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