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went to Orchard library with Sam Chiang Zel. yest. Sam the blind mouse was so blur tt she didnt even see Chiang and i both standing at a corner. as usual she didnt wear specs so the whole world is blur to her. she made me stand beside her to read the menu at the cafe coz she CANT SEE then gossip and laugh like nobody's business in the LIBRARY haha nobody bothered to scold us it was quite productive considering me slacking at home for the past few daySS... went to Zel's house after coz we intended to eat at the Wagon place but it was closed :( got the fish and chips instead which was super worth it. the portion was enough for my 2 meals and i cld hardly finish the fries. yes, guility for wasting food but it was even worse. walking became a task. haha chiang was drunk and she started acting crazy while we just laughed like mad Zel chased us out of the house coz she had to watch MUSICAL. any person tt know her wld turn on a wide eye at tt

met up for dinner with part of Delta for dinner at vilage YUMS the crepe just melt in my mouth. absolutely fabulous :) the noise came along. ya tts Zel. and indeed she lived up to her name. jerilyn was laughing at her funny actions and this guy tt walked past just had to imitate her werid laughter. how embarrassed he was when Zel snapped back, 'its rude to laugh at ppl'. the WHOLE table burst out laughing can. attract all the glares from ppl Sam was the best. u perm curly hair = getting chao ta hair. HAHA very LOGICAL so we continued laughing and crapping as usual. and chiang! comparing boobs! then went back to Crescent for cadets night. some ppl attempt to climb over the high gates of Crescent like in Prison Break . indeed not successful. we still had to wait for the specs for the keys and Zel just timed them 54321. ahh memories. haha we were not acting like snrs anymore or issit tt we have long forgotten tt we are. we simply laughed at the top of our voices at chiang and Zel...

though this is old news now but i still wanna complain. misfortune befall me on sat. i was walking along NEL for morning trgn. i have absolutely no idea that my slipper is snapping until i feel the strap getting looser and 'thinner' as i walked can u imagine the pathetic me walking along this LONG stretch with working adults walking quickly to and fro beside me and there this girl stopping in her tracks and has to be forced to walk one leg bare-footed. HOW EMBARRASHING! everyone was giving me this werid look i felt like a begger, too poor to afford a proper footwear and fortunately and unfortunately i have to wear my one and only pair of BOOTS in my shoebag ON THE MRT this is a lesson learnt: NEVER BUY CHEAP SLIPPERS (like me) and the ruggers were laughing on the grandstand when i was walking frm afar :( yar i was smart enough to ask Yanyi to bring extra slippers for me. so Thanks!

well if u havent visit the Doulus ship, then its just too bad its over. Simply amazing view, though the books werent exactly that fantastic. Had fun peaking at parts of the ship and it really made me feel like cruising ~

LOOK we're famous! http://www.sru.org.sg/news/news_101106_2.html all with compliments to Sherry, the rugby fan :)

Now i can say TEAM NYJC! (coz we 'beat' SA) silly pics during warm-up little stars shining in the field :) Shah came to support :D - the players kissing the winning victory A team- we learn as we grow day by day the desire to win the determination to try confidence gained to beat our opponent getting back at those that thought we're weak breaking thru' the impossibilities cheering one another on sharing the joy as one overwheming relief and satisfaction leaving the field without regrets ^^ just like this lets maximise our potential to the greatest, always hungry for victory//

lalala. having holidays isnt the best thing afterall. coz u bore urself when there's nth to do. ok, maybe not tt there's nth to do but just tt i chose not to. Trainings have been 3 times a week. not tough actually. have gone used to it. in fact i enjoy them :) the formation passes and half-gaps. WHEE~ i guess after much practise we've all improved. i got into the TEAM once again. comeon congratulate me. HA! its really tough, esp to impress Shah and be perfect in every single pass and catch. its the individual skill that matters M1 competition is coming soon. yippies Wanyan! hope the others will come down and support us x) there's definitely more bonding needed in the team, what do you say? no matter what, i still have to improve on my speed and be more flexible in side steps, just like how Dawne (the ballerina) did tt and Jaz too i feel like i can really commit to touch rugby and not be too bothered about other things. once my passion is into sth i'll go all ou...

i meant whatever i say. so stop those false pretense in front of me. dont say just to go with the flow or to pretend urself to be worser for u know ure in fact not, hypocritics. just keeping quiet will do everything. im not alone. it doesnt only affect me, it aches when i see the tears rolled down your cheeks. im so sorry my dear friend, i made u worry. all those prayers u made for me didnt quite work out but the fact tt ur heart is with me already compensated for the loss. im doing what's best for myself and i hope u understand. its such a pity i cant see how pretty u are during dinner and dance'07 :( but at the end of a rainy day, there'll always be a bright rainbow, right?

Today's goodbye hold a significant dear to me. i'll always rmb those moments though its short. the times where we tide throught together whether its tough or not. i had this sudden urge to thank all of the ppl out there that cared for me. i really appreciate even if its just a casual 'take care' , 'how are you' .. every little thing builds up to a mount. words of encouragement and comfort from those close to me esp. Jermaine, winnie, Wan yan ... and some of the ruggers that showed understanding. though Theresa and Fiona didnt say much but by keeping me company to HF already showed their support. THANKS A BUNCH :) its really hard to descibe the mixture of feelings but i'll definitely miss you guys. no more mugging during breaks. no more slacking and laughing in discussion rooms. no more eating together in the canteen. no more anti-teachers tgt. no more frisbee chasing. no more gossips. no more long lunches outside sch. no more pw . no more cam-whores. was it ...

i believe, i believe it so much. i don't wanna think no more my slightest hopes are dashed manymanyreflectionsoccupymymindeachmoment

I was on jc hopping with YS during their open houses on sat. They are namely SA, CJ and NJ. how sly SA is as i failed to 'cope' their shoebag coz the com is smart enough to know im not a sec 4. i was rather impressed by NJ's modern and hip-hop dancing. I applaud their performance as i havent seen such zest put in for passion in any cca for a long time except for the days in nc. NY wasnt tt happening in areas of arts for as long as i wish they have been. wad an adventure today. sorry guys we shld hav alighted at Tanjong Pager instead. haha all that sweat. MUST SEND ME THE PICS! the place was quite a disappointment and the fright of that chihuahua. WTH la. my msn is appearing on this TURKISH website. every strange person is adding me. its totally SPAM. This is smth worth watching. Enjoy!

These few days were certainly did some catching up with old friends. met up with Delta for dinner. we took the centre prominant spot. however this time 17 of us were not stared at for the amt of noise partly because the place itself is noisy enough to drown our voices. had long chats with ys before meeting for dinner. whoa, really did alot of talking :) really miss her coz it seems like she's been MIA for the past mths and hadnt talked to her for a long time. just like this, i liked how meeting up with friends just to sit down and have long talks. every part of ps brings memories :) it was really YAY when i received her sms coz probably miss her too much. she became more sensitive and caring to others too. time really allow ppl to grow. later we went back to Crescent to join sam. she's getting more capable, holding more responsibilities and juggling her work fine. she's packed with schedules and spending her time fruitfully. the feeling of going back to sch is rather weird....

well well. time certainly flies and i havent went online for 1 MTH. can u believe it, i survived through. studying kills time and practically went mad mugging for promos. lots of stuff happened during this period of absence. i shall slowly recall and blog again. went to all sorts of places to study and i STILL CANT sit still at home to study lar. why do i hav this habit and drank loads of coffee to stay awake. and it reminded me of chiang during the o level days. exams were done on thu. thu went to ps with keli coz we reckon that we hav no life if we just go home to slp after tt hopeless bio paper. ate and rotted while waiting for Jermaine to come. yes i wld hav expected tt she'll take her time to do her hair, select the clothes .. ( i hope u arnt reading this.. hahaha) watched Dupree, you and me. its a lame, dumb show. worth it only when u're really bored and want some stupid entertainment. fri run some errands sat/sun rot at home to watch My Girl mon supposely to go out with...

Currently im thinking nothing but Econs & Bio so there probably wont be any interesting entries till LATER later later! SO MUG hard everyone ** ineedmylifebackSOON

its the start of holidays yet i dont feel a tinge of happiness. its reminding me to dread exams even more. wellwell wads more to life in a Singaporean student? library has practically become my third home besides sch and my REAL house which i feel i just need it to eat and sleep. pretty pathetic, yes i know. anw instead of visiting teachers on teachers' day i met up with 4S1 instead! the timing of my dismissal and Crescent's was wrong so i just had to bear the pain of not going back. actually the urge to return is just to see u guys, since most of u are not there so there isnt much missed anw. this is the look-alike competition tt ruggers sent out reunited!

yes not only do poly students do pw, JC too. PW, chinese / GP presentations.. wah so overwhelming. and plus PROMOS is well round the corner. my % is really difficult to make it. Since CCA has stopped, i must make full use of the time and be productive. Mugging in sch till 9, anyone? my Muggers club are ur ON? since this president has not plan a really mugging session, why not make it a daily night study? interested participants come sign up with me soon. haha. free adminission i promise.

it has been a hectic wk. the days just flew fast all flooded with tests. rarr~! just as i thought i saw a glimpse of hope from the recent maths open bk test, it just has to be dashed by the following VECTORS. so much for praying hard. im not managing my time well, thisthe ultimate worry. so much to learn( no, correction its MUG ) yet so little time. something tt i hav realised from Yanyi's words. i kept thinking ive put in effort in my studies, but did i really? or was it just deceiving myself to run away frm guilt. it doesnt reflect from my results. others are improving but its not happening to me. ARGHH. whats going on. no miracle or luck is going to happen for promos, i just hav to depend on myself for discipline and push even harder. this scary thought crossed my mind and it has happened b4. what if i really cant make it, 2 mths is way too little time. i hav to keep to my word. so im going to sacrifice now just to scrape through. blahh im feeling sick and sore now. the stress o...

Happy 41st Singapore! had loads of fun during the ndp celebration and class outing yesterday :) 0609 we rox! im beggining to know the class even more during the bonding sessions though a handful still din turn up. regardless whether their excuses are true or not, i still feel disappointed and sad tt they had missed out so much fun. NY turned the celebration into flag day. tts not all. it was so not productive acc. to the way they organised how it. they made the interest to make it more interesting but a fund raise can nvr be 'amazing race' like u'know. the whole time many of us were trying to get ppl to donate while walking from AMK to TPY to Bishan. the tin was the lightest ive ever collected. on av. each tin was 250g, how pathetic although our class made it 2nd to arrive back to sch. Mr Lawrence was kind enough to follow us where ever we go, im not sure its to take care of us OR to make sure none of us slack in fast food restaurants during this time. tts winnie and kaishi...

it had been a busy and hectic week for me. uncountable hw and tests which i had to find time to squeeze into. these 2 wks were trgn without Shah = freedom wk which i can freely enjoy trgn without being pressured under the watchful eyes of his. it was satisfying during these few trgn and im LOVING it more. had loads of fun time laughing with classmates for god-knows-wad stupid reasons and jokes played Squash & was influenced by Winnie tt got me hook onto it. stayed back to play with Winnie & Yong han. Jermaine got bored watching us so she left pitifully. HAHA. and something nice happened too. teehee :) was pretty guilty for my performance in tests. time management is an issue & it wld soon be WAS if i put in enough effort to practise. passing Promos seemed to be bleak and blurred within my vision. With my current results im way WAY behind everyone. HOW? i dont know wads happening to me. i need to find back my original self and work with zest and discipline to conquer this mo...

yest. had part outing at holland v swensens . it was great to see all the old faces gathered back tgt again:) abt 17 came though. as usual we made a hell of noise thinking its our teritory. the waiters must be cursing beneath their breath how troublesome it is to take so many orders and the refilling of drinks. and how cld CH keep such a big secret frm us! tsktsk. thx jerilyn for taking the trouble of counting tt pile of money.haha WED had competition at YCK stadium. mans hail to Mr sun i had sunburn on my face and shoulders. ouch! had hard time putting on clothes and wearing sch u is terrible. the abrasion against my skin was :( now i hav this distinct jersey mark=uneven tan. now i feel like tanning. though we lost to PJ and HC, theres a lot of learning pt frm there tt we can improve ourselves. so FIGHT ON RUGGERS :D Look at my sun burn face:(