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i dont get why are some ppl so fake. one moment she can act as if you're her bestest friend in the whole wide world and another moment she just turned her head away when she has found her clique of ppl. how queer ppl are, seriously. i saw her looking at me from afar, i thought maybe a polite hi or wave isnt asking too much for but i was wrong. i waved and she actually turned her head away. WOW. AS IF URE SO GREAT HUH. i dont need such ppl to be called friends. i tapped her and she pretended to just spot me. 'oh hi..' THANKS HUH. @#$%^& she certainly gave me another affirmation as to the rumours of where she's coming from. ------------------ HAPPY 19th JO dear! someone who has stood by me during these years and grew to be one of my closest friend. im willing to lend u a listening ear anytime just like how ive accompanied u through ur downs. just so glad that i can see ur smile again :) u know what i mean, orange no more! what a fortunate girl she is, cause we all lov...

http://hueylaughsbigtime.blogspot.com/2008/05/these-few-days-hadnt-been-productive-as.html huiling, this is JUST FOR YOU. u secretly peep at my entries right tts why u dont tag. HAHA. inspiration comes to the inspired: 'So when you keep an open mind and take life as the adventure that it is and go out and live..... ...Voila! Magic happens:-D' an inspiring insight to life.

im so glad to have some friends that are always there for me. when im alone, i may forget how fortunate and blessed i am. but occasionally im reminded of them. THANK YOU friends who still remembered and care for me, even to the extent of lugging ur notes to help me fight the exams. its like the general and an army of warriors(im influenced by the drama).. CONGRATS to everyone who got into their dream university/course. sch shld be starting soon, all the best! (i secretly look forward to crashing and eat the uni food with u all. i heard its good. hahaha) ---------- HEHEHE im a happy girl. curious to know why? hahahaha. ok im off to meet the pool-ers for movie! YIPPYYYY :D

WED- late night shopping with Yuxiu:) yayness minus the part abt the ex. jumper/overall wadever u call that. THU- met up with JX and she accompany me to the race. i was so excited to fish out my camera only to realise it CANT BE ON. the batt die-ed. WTH. i really love the feeling of sitting on the grandstand and cheering for u in my heart. hehe. but it will only be the one and only time. after that it was unfruitful shopping, more of chilling out. FRI- lunched with the Bio ppl + JX. and we were impossibly stuck in Pageone. i got 2 warnings from this old man who told me u cant take pics. so i moved to another corner of the bookstore. while i was engrossed in the fashion books, i saw a flash and was shocked that a Korean girl had just taken a pic of me. maybe u will see my pic in one of the ART GALLERIES. HAHAHA. then off to the Outlet places and back to Cres cent . apparently no one cared abt my Alphas coz NO ONE went. if u hadnt accompany me, i think i may disappoint them and not turn...

im free from the clutches of exams. no technically its MYE. still, its smth to rejoice abt. wait till i get my recults. uhh. i planned to conquer the shopping malls tmr but guess what i need to nurse my disfigured face. dont ask me what. someone said my eyes look more tired than a working adult. so decided to stay home till im feeling better. went to eat with JX, Jlok and YL after papers at gardens. undeniably yummilicious. subsequently was RETAIL THERAPY! yay! but it wasnt too satisfying tho coz nth much catch my attention. tried YL's recommendation from Udders. the liquor ice cream was unique and im set to try them again! im still looking forward to the dates: with XT, Fau, Jer/Fiona, Jo, Yuxiu, maybe Zur(since she said she miss me. haha!), with 0724 ppl and also the 38s. and YOU, who is busy trgn now :( give it ur best shot ya! (JX, i realised i got a Deborah friend. not Debra. hahaha) shld 0724 have a class outing on youth day? any suggestions?

ughh. why? there are many things i dont understand in life. was i thinking too much, making life so complex. sometimes you thought u were close to ur friends but maybe u are not. im sad. the fact that im ignorant to how friends are doing now. maybe i didnt truly try to understand them. did things go wrong or maybe everyone is just busy with our own life and didnt take time to communicate. i dislike this feeling but helpless to it coz things dont stay constant. they change. Tell me what is the real me? i want to be a better person. perhaps this is just post exam emo-ness.

past few days have been fruitful mugging, im proud to say. not forgetting Jlok's surprise 18! bday girl! its a memorable one. something interesting happened just as we're abt to part town too. but lets not reveal here. why. why is it still so?

extraordinary.exciting water drenched the clothes, down to the skin but we ran in unison towards the shelter. the same dampness on the skin, on the sea, exactly4 years ago. and a kind woman offered a lift.. the gentle sea breeze, musty smell of the after rain all imprinted in my memory. its just so natural

unspoken happiness :) suddenly i miss the ruggers so. Jo, where are you? dont keep working, update me soon! love long chats. YS, till then again!

omgosh. FABULICIOUS night:) THE CLICK FIVE , YOU ROCK! it was high, high , high ! cant stop the music from controlling us. its like magic potion that cast a spell on you, everyone was so engrossed in their music and we were screamjng and dancing along with the songs. i swear i didnt know i can scream. haha like siao cha boh. its surprising that their fans are quite young, mostly small kids and sec sch students. plus alot of Eurasians. cant believe the couple beside us was so still throughout the happening session. Sherry even saw him holding his ears, haha. athough the crowd is small, they are no doubt very supportive of click five. it was kinda deafening and we were partial deaf after the concert.

these few days hadnt been productive as much as i want them to be.. but i had fun in exchange. Mon Gossip girls are in town again. we had irresistible conversation at Macs' airport and she was so taken by the airport. yea its cool. cldnt focus so we left soon for Factory Outlets! *bigbig grins! but we went to HiDe and Seek first which wasnt as delicious as i thought it'll be. so down to the Outlets. its super amazing, great finds. once again we found cheap thrill. athough the place is quite restricted, we walked past again and again in circles. Tue another Gossip girl. this time a bimbo. haha! we decided to settle in an ulu-fied corner of Singapore.(acc. to classmates, it wasnt that unknown. mayb its just me)she had many stories so i listened. did some SPA and finished the econs essay. and then we started observing and commenting on the passers-by. the best part was the Hello kitty boxers. haha! corruption to the young minds, wadever. its more to just what ure seeing. she's...

Hip hop ended officially on 22. to me it was fulfilling and fun with the grooves but to some they think its a waste of money and time. For some weird reason, i was inspired to dance since last year. it wasnt a challenge, more of an enjoyment. Can u recognise Andy? i just found out some history about him. we went dutifully for the final session despite exams the following day. im still craving for more now.

- wearing Havaianas and finding them comfortable is not weird, so is doing Maths to destress. - getting rheumatism when u hit 20 is absolutely fictional. i was subjected to these rubbish but i had a great laugh in return. come to think of it, its quite worth it since i havent been hearing tactful jokes for a long time. Really humoured me with the powerful language and intellect used there. which reminded me of those trips to Henry Lee's. Thanks Darren and Jasmin for today!

subsequently i went to join Delta for Crezawards. we had some problems at the door and Sam tried to smuggle me in DESPITE me paying the tickets. after much attempts, i bluff my way through. the performance didnt start out all well. it was more of a critisizing and mocking session(yes we are quite mean) but later it got better. the guest singers are great and the Umbrella song really drove the crowd crazy. Just imagine yourself sitting peaceful and suddenly many umbrellas started to wave along with the chorus. the crazy snrs and chiang joined in. that was super hilarious and embarrassing. photos up soon! Cadets are happening. they were good and won the Crezawards, miraclely just like how we did 4 yrs ago.. its like passing on the legacy.

'Be yourself day' was queer as the class did not do the exceptional but we wore our shrunken uniform to reminisce those times. without fail, we had great cam-whoring session in the library when we were supposed to do Econs(oh wells~) the class never failed to crack me up. i was an accomplice with JX to take numerous candids of them and had their portraits designed. of course this was possible with my super multi-functional Camera.hee. its as if u are doing neo-print but the resolution sucks. and i must mention this. in order to be a cedarian-wannabe, i went through this ordeal of facing an uber embarrassing moment. initially i wanted to text WT but in the end i ended up texting WT from Crescent NCC, my snr. it was a mistake. sighs. the BABAS little ms giggly. but i love her! Jlok Ms Glam. lol. our very own one. haha! i attempted to be a paparazzi but failed terribly. ChorTeng just refuse to budge. snuffing in-between the shelves. i like how the blue and red goes :) to protect t...

as promised: Online Videos by Veoh.com Wednesday Woo.. I remember the first day that we met it was a Wednesday It took a while to know you But we took to each other anyway It's been a few years now and things are being so good so far But we got to leave it this way, I really can't restart.. So I let myself be swallowed by the crowd I surrounded myself in all that shroud I can't bear to remember all those times. I don't understand why you had to go Leaving all of the things we both once hold So close and so dear to our hearts So how are you doing 'cross the map Are you having a great time? Seems it's been a million Wednesdays You're not in my life All those times that we once had Are worth being cherished But oh we're both grown up now There's no longer a need to To let myself be swallowed by the crowd OR surround myself with faded shroud I will always remember all those times. I don't need to know why you had to go I no longer need the things we ...

ive no idea since when i lost the drive to strive. but recently i think im winning it back. to get down serious, get my duities done. i overheard my gran's conversation this morning. it made me heavy-hearted. perhaps ive neglected her too much but how do u communicate with ur oldies? maybe my blunt words she heard have hurt her but i dont really mean them. the world outside the doorstep is moving far too quickly for me to stop. perhaps im racing against time at home too which explains why it took me so long to notice. is this how the older ppl feel now? will this occur to me too? i cherish and never fail to look forward to family time, another one today :) sinfully pleased . lol.

it was pretty enjoyable ytd EXCEPT for the MAGIC SHOW part which took freaking 45mins long due to technical problems here and there. and ppl certainly have a weird sense of humour at every action he did when i find it irritating. and we had some crazy time tho. multiple shots are forbidden for moka coz she took OH-SO-MANY retarded photos of us. hahahhahha it all started out fine. then a berserk broke out. our very own ORIGINAL PIECE tedson looked like some street-robber and many more unglam photos. ask me, i will send u. once again i was embarrassed during tuition(since last wk's) SATURdAY was insane. allow me to rant abt it. econs 8-11, chem makeup 130-330, maths 530-730 and the supposedly chem AGAIN 730-930. i have a very sad life. this is why by the time it was maths, i was alr dozing off. have u experience trying to mask ur slping in class by doing some strange things. i have. and apparently i didnt do it quite well coz after the teacher had said his piece, a girl beside tapped...

`never settle for less than you want and never overlook what you already have. every decision made turns u to a new direction. whether u turn towards ur goal is all up to you. what do u want to do today affects ur tomorrow, ur future eventually. dont fall into the trap of habits, routine which prevents you from making new decisions. things that occupied me for the past few days :)