as promised: Online Videos by Veoh.com Wednesday Woo.. I remember the first day that we met it was a Wednesday It took a while to know you But we took to each other anyway It's been a few years now and things are being so good so far But we got to leave it this way, I really can't restart.. So I let myself be swallowed by the crowd I surrounded myself in all that shroud I can't bear to remember all those times. I don't understand why you had to go Leaving all of the things we both once hold So close and so dear to our hearts So how are you doing 'cross the map Are you having a great time? Seems it's been a million Wednesdays You're not in my life All those times that we once had Are worth being cherished But oh we're both grown up now There's no longer a need to To let myself be swallowed by the crowd OR surround myself with faded shroud I will always remember all those times. I don't need to know why you had to go I no longer need the things we ...
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ive no idea since when i lost the drive to strive. but recently i think im winning it back. to get down serious, get my duities done. i overheard my gran's conversation this morning. it made me heavy-hearted. perhaps ive neglected her too much but how do u communicate with ur oldies? maybe my blunt words she heard have hurt her but i dont really mean them. the world outside the doorstep is moving far too quickly for me to stop. perhaps im racing against time at home too which explains why it took me so long to notice. is this how the older ppl feel now? will this occur to me too? i cherish and never fail to look forward to family time, another one today :) sinfully pleased . lol.
it was pretty enjoyable ytd EXCEPT for the MAGIC SHOW part which took freaking 45mins long due to technical problems here and there. and ppl certainly have a weird sense of humour at every action he did when i find it irritating. and we had some crazy time tho. multiple shots are forbidden for moka coz she took OH-SO-MANY retarded photos of us. hahahhahha it all started out fine. then a berserk broke out. our very own ORIGINAL PIECE tedson looked like some street-robber and many more unglam photos. ask me, i will send u. once again i was embarrassed during tuition(since last wk's) SATURdAY was insane. allow me to rant abt it. econs 8-11, chem makeup 130-330, maths 530-730 and the supposedly chem AGAIN 730-930. i have a very sad life. this is why by the time it was maths, i was alr dozing off. have u experience trying to mask ur slping in class by doing some strange things. i have. and apparently i didnt do it quite well coz after the teacher had said his piece, a girl beside tapped...
`never settle for less than you want and never overlook what you already have. every decision made turns u to a new direction. whether u turn towards ur goal is all up to you. what do u want to do today affects ur tomorrow, ur future eventually. dont fall into the trap of habits, routine which prevents you from making new decisions. things that occupied me for the past few days :)
woohoo! im feeling damn lucky :D i just won becoming jane 's tix. its the show that i wanted to watch lahhss.. and also got 2 free tix to Yang Zhong wei 's showcase thingy which is like TOMORROW EVENING . so abrupt. if anyone's interested to go with me then i will gladly push my tuition to some other time. so pls pls someone go with me coz I REALLY WANNA GO ! its such an opportunity. otherwise i hav to sadly give it a miss :( tmr's sports day! im looking forward. however i just received news that chor theng wld be excused. plus tedson wont be playing too coz stupid teacher put him down for official. that leaves the team with not many pro ppl to play TOUCH RUGBY :(( (pray there will be enough reserves) BUT i really want to win that game! its been ages since i feel the thrill of running to the touch down line and score a try. its going to be intensive i know coz its a 20 min straight game without any half time. hopefully the class can win something tmr, it'll add mem...
too spoilt for choices, not as if they're free.. 1. Step up2 2. Juno 3. becoming jane 4. definitely, maybe and the list goes on... everyone's advice is to start slow and early, like gaining momentum. this sounds too scary coz they're speaking from experience. i fear time. i fear too much would be lost till i realise its too late. how should the right way be like, no one is certain of it. i can feel it.. there is more to come..
i have no idea why i keep getting these emails: From: sweetgirl25(xxx@hotmail.com) I found your profile online and I would love to get to know you better add me on msn messnger natalieca@hotmail.com ____________________ they shld be looking for Chiang instead of me. i bet the profile that she read is some hot guy. why on earth wld a guy be huey?!
this is PAUL FRANK . they're damn cool. anyone wanna sponsor me one of those? ;) keli u shld hav chosen a better pic of the puzzle. someone says i look like SEAL :( * flops sometimes i dont know why do i have to put myself through all these dread. its torturous to go through Blocks, and it will be even more in 2 weeks time. it jus makes me doubt my abilities.
since no one is replying, we might as well cancel it. we shall go during ROD then. its cold, its dark, it pouring and im SICK . how nice. i totally dont feel like stepping out of the house. i closed the windows, door and off-ed the fan w/o any air-conditioning. Pro huh. There isnt any space left on the table except for my piles of practice papers. sadd
it feels strange that the girl that used to play with you when you're young is now of a different status. She has progressed to another stage of her life as a woman. She seemed distant, maybe too grown up or forced to grow up for her age. Its always a happy occasion to meet the cousins! another day wasted.
and its kinda scary to see all of them getting back their A levels results. From what i see from the results i think NY didnt do too well. the % of As is low, we shouldnt be looking at passes at this point of A levels. its worrying that when u msg a friend to ask about how they are, there isnt reply. ITS FREAKY. Coz i know they wont be doing well and that ALOT of them didnt reply me! my cousins both didnt do well. My conclusion is THIS IS REALLY BAD. Somehow i can forsee/ fortell my grades. ohnoohno. HUEY YOU GOT TO WAKE UP. to those that did well, im glad for you. go celebrate and rest well, you all deserve it. im HAPPY for YOU all :) at least you all gave me that little HOPE.
6 MARCH started with a happy note. Meeting like this in the morning breaks the normal mundane routine of going to sch. It adds spice to life :) somehow i felt special on this day even when i seemed normal on the train. Really really love it, THANK YOU! this is not the end. Reached sch earlier than usual and i saw the BABA HEADS already sitting at the usual spot of the canteen. As a glutton that i will always be, i started attacking my cake, YUMS. And the BABAs really touched me with their actions. i REALLY didnt expect them to give me a present and its a really sweet one. They have always been complaining about my 'unique' nails, so TA-DA! this is what i call surprise, it is when you least expect that brings the thrill and JOY :D and im happy to spread the joy to them too, all of us must have been grinning from ear to ear like idiots. this is also one of the rare moments i see Jocelyn actually talk and smile so much. HAHA! and Yeeling and ever so funny that never fails to ...
here's some super out-dated posts.. how we spent cny, gambling but with fun and laughter. and plus JON. 20/2 MR Royston tan also came to NY to do advertising for his 881 movie and privileged us with his newest movie that hasnt been shown in public yet. that poor guy is one with passion for what he wants in life, however i cld see him already ageing rapidly. just looking at his face at near distance can tell. hectic lifestyle i would say. and not forgetting me acting like his most ardent fan when im absolutely not. yes, i took a picture with him. and subsequently i went to meet Delta love. to melody: farewell, we'll miss u. hope u enjoy there and really exploit those rare chances. i saw the same old Delta, now pretty grown up. in fact growing very quickly. WAIT FOR ME guys! seeing u all working and me still schooling really feels weird. They became like working adults all talking about those opportunities they have at work, taking up multiple jobs and handling those problems in ...
7 feb i think cny is fun. family time is good :D though they can be really noisy when they blast their voice in the house but they're infectious laughter makes u feel bliss. think of those unfortunate ppl tt spend new year alone and im satisfied alr:) who can be closer and more reliable than ur own family? my lil cousin is naughty yet cute. she went up to my grann with oranges and told her 'zao sheng gui zi'. it sent the household into fits of laughter. the day ended too quickly and the house became all too quiet when they all left.. 8 feb when i thought the second day wld be a boring day at home it turned out otherwise! mummy cldnt leave the house but all was not sad coz the cousins came here instead:) what was glad was tt they cared for my mum and came to visit her as this wasnt the usual practice. and they didnt leave me out for the fun. whee. some of them kept mum company while i went with the rest to another place to collect my fortune. i LOVE my family, relatives and...
Sunday was a wonderful day :) I LOVE ZU ER damn alot! she first made me puzzled by telling me to meet her at night. she kept me guessing what was happening. it was AWWS. haha. im so glad to see you coz i really miss taking train with you home and to sch. what u did was jus surprising, catching up with my fren is enough. Mon was THE ONE. woots! our class went to support Yeeling for her duet. yes and i undoubtedly proved myself to be a glutton again by gorging down slices of pizza. how sinful but i love it. HAHA. pls pray tt i will kick this habit soon. it was high, High, HIGH! music works me on.. certainly enjoyed this year's more as there was more good music. but i can still vivdly rmb what happened to last year's where the touch ruggers gather watch tgt. different kind of enjoyment.. but this year's NYJcian proved to be more potential.. GO Ting Huihui!... hahahaha. Tedson tried a failed 'wu lian pie' attempt and contaminated my cam. haha. and let me complain for t...
wad more can i say to J2 life? everyday those subjects have been haunting my mind.. its all abt rushing frm lectures to tutorials. breaks were never easy. extra lessons have been a frequent HOBBY. i havent been slping in lessons.. but recently this sleep bug came back again. rahhs. we all have stress, but i dont think its very right to vent fustrations and irritation on those ard u. jus because some things are not gg very smoothly, lest emotions shld be tamed, controlled. many ppl may not know this but i feel ur emotions, how u behave due to ur emotions will affect those ard u. everyone has a limit, a TOLERANT limit. going overboard will only turn things ugly. sometimes we shld all stop and think, dont be so quick to BLAME the fault, thinking ur always right. blaming doesnt make u superior in any way, if tts wad makes anyone feel gd. u are jus adding unnecessary stress to urself and those ard u by making the atmosphere difficult. learn to manage stress. its the only way to keep u goin...
im really glad tt i brightened someone's day. girl, if my hug really comforts u, u need a listening ear, u can come to me anytime :) i didnt want to arouse ur pain so i didnt ask u anything abt it. hope tt helps :D time will heal everything. so be strong and look ahead coz there is more interesting stuff happening when u take time to observe and feel. ure not alone. ure my 3rd friend tt has this problem as far as i know of. somehow my timetable clashes with everyone's there is hardly any breaks to eat with the kopitiam gang :( this is J2 life man, face it. does anyone wants to go to 张韶涵 ANGELA'S CONCERT with me? gosh her songs are nice and i wanna watch her perform. plus its JUST AFTER BLOCK TEST. it will be a great treat to myself :D 29 Mar 2008 Sat, 8pm pls let me know ASAP so tt can get good seats :)